some shitty little questions on a shitty little day

social security has lost all my paperwork and i have to file it all again... i didn't make it to the gym....a check for $4 bounced and it cost another $30. why does this feel so familiar?

my bird yelled too much today. it was the 10th anniversary of my brother's death.... next week will be the 10th anniversary of my first looney bin trip. i'm not sure--was he the lucky one?

a conversation i don't want to have comes back over and over and now we just talk about how i don't want to have it. why can't i get heard?

the only person who even knows how to keep boundries is the one person with whom i don't want them. or at least not so much. ain't that a hoot?

is more than one good weekend every six months too much to ask?

i came too late to this party. i'm not sure why i stayed. is it the sweet murmurs she makes?

"i love how much we know each other, can finish each other's sentences. i would too, if i had time."

"i love how soft you feel, how gentle, how smooth...but i've got somewhere else to be right now."

"i love your creativity, your imagination, your intellect...and i'd love to stay and talk but see, i gotta go cook supper."

"i love your soft, slow kisses, how you take small bites on my lips, it nearly drives me wild. maybe we can hook up later on. if there's time."

"i love when our souls touch. no one else has touched me like you. i can't stay here tonite though."

"i will love you forever. or until i get tired."

i don't know baby, you're wearin' me out. ain't that the truth?